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Hello, long time no talk. An update on life; I work full time at a job I'm starting to hate with a passion. My life is turning to shit and I no longer see much hope or purpose in life. NaNoWriMo has always been an escape for me. Last year I successfully won with my story "Textures". I'm now going to be working on the second book of it called "Shades". I hope you're also going to attend NaNoWriMo if you're interested. It's very satisfying to manage to write a full novel in a one month span. It's hard work but so rewarding.

I may not write all the time like I used to, but even if it's just once a year for now I'm totally down for it. I don't think I'll ever completely stop writing. I've grown more to liking it than drawing cause at least with writing I can put as much detail into it as I want; not with paint strokes, but with words. I wanted to thank you for all your support in the past. All the 500 Watchers I once removed because I wanted to disappear from the face of the earth. For those of you who've found your way back, I'm happy to still have you here. 

Special thanks to derpPlanet for seeking me out again. If she hadn't paid so many compliments and encouraging me to continue writing, I don't think I'd still be around. For this year's NaNoWriMo, I'm actually going to be dedicating the continuation of "Textures" to her. I've never really dedicated a book to someone, but without you I wouldn't be coming out of my darkened life right now to do this. 

So many things have changed for me. I've lost friends. I've gained new ones. My relationship with tenchi233 is null due to complications in his life. I hope he strives and finds the happiness he so desperately needs. One day I hope he returns with his head held high holding a goofy smile on his face. I feel hurt, lost, and without purpose right now. My heart is becoming further closed off than ever before and the only way I feel I can get it out is through NaNoWriMo this year. It will be my one escape. My single escape. I've already told all my coworkers, my friends, and my family that once again this year, I'm going AWOL to attend NaNoWriMo. I'll find that peace and quiet I'm searching for and the ability to tap into my raw feelings again. I'll be silent as usual during NaNoWriMo, and be uploading the entire story after it's submitted at the end of November. In between, I may journal about it here and there, but that's about it. I'm currently reviewing "Textures" to prep for "Shades" and I'm re-uploading the 2015 story here for you to enjoy before the second book comes out. 

Thanks for all your love and support. - LewdPoison. 


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ShadowWolfsConsort Featured By Owner 2 hours ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the llama~! Pumpkin LA Icon 
denissepiggy Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the llama dude!
Imagination-that Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the llama.
kayemma Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch :D
Chirako Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
"Will never watch: One Piece" 
Haha, same! xD
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